,ak yunx ta twuu mwu buad ape :'(

, SAD ~ myb taon neyy the sad year ever ! .. hurmm ,, myB rmay yunx twuu that my parents had divorve .. dyorunk cerai senyp2 .. tpyy mama ade ckap jugakK that one nite .. tpyy ak ta tnjuk cdeyhnye .. ak pure2 snyap , diam .. smntare adekku tasha mltakkan mkenye di bantal ,, tresak-esak .. ak pure snyum d dpan mama yunx sdang jelskan keadaan ~ mama nanges dpan ku ,, dlam atyku bkate " mama jgan nges mama .. akak ta mmpu tlong mama ~ myB allah twuu ape yunx terbaik :'( " sbaik ku msok dlam bilek pde mlam uhh .. ak ttop mke dgan bantal dan mnanges spuas-puasnye ! cdeyh ble pker knangan2 ktike kluarge ak bhgie bsame ~ hurmm,, ble adek-adek ak tnye npea baba tido kat luar dpan tv ea skrg .. ak ponn tpkse mncriterkn smuenye .. ak tanak brahsie .. ble ak bgyy thu dryy A-Z .. adek ku aisy mnges .. ak mmluknye erat .. ak mmjoknye spye tnang .. danial pulak terdiam .. terkedu* tasha ponn nges ~ ak sbgai akak sulong .. tpkse brtggungjwab .. ak kne laa jge dyorunk klu mama n baba kje ~ bz .. ble ak blek dryy skola jlan kaky sorg2 ,, balek uma adekku sume ke skola .. ak ddok sorg dan mnges spuas-puasnye .. btape lukenye aty ku ,, hurm ak kne laa tbah di dpan adekku n mama baba .. sjak ary uhh mama kne kje kuad ckeyt ,, prgi kL smpai kne tido di umah kwannye .. baba pulk balek lmbad .. ak laa yunx kne uroskan dyorg .. tpyy tape .. ak ta pena mrungut .. :) ak kne TABAH ! hurm ,, skrang baba still tido dpan tv .. kje smpai balek lmbat n kkdg sjea mama ddok uma .. tape2 ak twuu dorg stilL syg kurt kitew .. akak ponn syg baba n mama .. myb smpai skrg ak ta bole ilangkan cdeyh neyy .. tpyy ak akan sllu snyum .. ^^ mama ,, myB akak da ta sbaik dluu ,, myb akak bnyk mmbrontak , mndngus , n ta lyan mama sgad ... tpyy dlam aty neyy sbnrnye syg lgyy mama .. akak mnta maaf tao .. akak ta PERFECT ~  n baba pulak ,, myB mama yunx akan jge kitorg sme .. tpyy baba jgan pena sskaly ponn lpe kan kite kurt cneyy .. sbgaimane kite syng BABA n MAMa .. hope my parents happyn tabah mnjlani ujian ini ,, akak akn sntiase dsini ^^ ..

*i'm just that type of girl that hurt so much n just smile of it# -end-